Thought yall could use another blog posting to attack. LOL I love you guys! I didn't realize how much power I really had but look at how many people I have talking about me. Woohoo!!! It seems I've left a legacy after all!
Saturday, May 2, 2009
I GOT DA POWER!!!
Thought yall could use another blog posting to attack. LOL I love you guys! I didn't realize how much power I really had but look at how many people I have talking about me. Woohoo!!! It seems I've left a legacy after all!
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Happy Birthday to me!
This past week a lot of 'weird' things have been happening. Such as, my body reacting differently to foods I (used to) LOVE, taking naps, cramping and being 'unusually' happy for 'no apparant' reason. Cut the chit chat and to a few small stories of small talk with friends.
I was home one day and was so tired I don't even remember falling asleep. I woke up 2 hours later got online to go to FARM TOWN (yay me). I ran into a beloved friend Christine Thody also Sylvia Hillier. I was talking to both of them in two different places but all through facebook. I was telling my friend Christine sorry for missing her message but I was taking a nap which was so odd for me. Her reply "Pregnant women take naps"...ummm ok whatever!!!
At the same time on facebook I switch conversations and see what Sylvia is talking about to find that she is telling me she had a dream of me being pregnant the previous night. Oooook so my friends have pregnancy on the mind apparantly.
I just brush it off...well tried to...thinking could it really possibly be??? After a year could we have finally SCORED??? I told mike that if I got any tips at work the next week I'd take Melissa Doddridge's advice and go get a pregnancy test at Dollar General. That night I myself had a dream I was pregnant. I totally rubbed that off as coincedence seeing how that's all we talked about the day before.
Yesterday at work I went in trying to clear my mind of the pregnancy issue. I get my first customer..."Hello welcome to Subway what can I get for you today"? We go through the whole line and come to the end..."Would you like chips, drinks or cookies with that today"? Sure I'll take 2 sugar cookies is the man's reply. As I am reaching for the cookies he's going through his wallet and says "Wait a minute hold the cookies...I want to leave you a tip!"
NO WAY did this dude just say he's not going to buy cookies to leave me a tip????? I finish my customer out and call mike and tell him about what just happened and that we should get a test after work...Consider it done...litterally. Mike had already gone to the store and bought 2 pregnancy test. I got off work early in anticipation, rushed home and took the test.
My birthday is May 7th and I could not have asked for a better birthday present in my entire life. I will be posting pictures on facebook as time goes by and you can follow my journey of pregnancy. To my friends and 'family' that are here supporting me I am so blessed and happy to have yall in my life!
I was home one day and was so tired I don't even remember falling asleep. I woke up 2 hours later got online to go to FARM TOWN (yay me). I ran into a beloved friend Christine Thody also Sylvia Hillier. I was talking to both of them in two different places but all through facebook. I was telling my friend Christine sorry for missing her message but I was taking a nap which was so odd for me. Her reply "Pregnant women take naps"...ummm ok whatever!!!
At the same time on facebook I switch conversations and see what Sylvia is talking about to find that she is telling me she had a dream of me being pregnant the previous night. Oooook so my friends have pregnancy on the mind apparantly.
I just brush it off...well tried to...thinking could it really possibly be??? After a year could we have finally SCORED??? I told mike that if I got any tips at work the next week I'd take Melissa Doddridge's advice and go get a pregnancy test at Dollar General. That night I myself had a dream I was pregnant. I totally rubbed that off as coincedence seeing how that's all we talked about the day before.
Yesterday at work I went in trying to clear my mind of the pregnancy issue. I get my first customer..."Hello welcome to Subway what can I get for you today"? We go through the whole line and come to the end..."Would you like chips, drinks or cookies with that today"? Sure I'll take 2 sugar cookies is the man's reply. As I am reaching for the cookies he's going through his wallet and says "Wait a minute hold the cookies...I want to leave you a tip!"
NO WAY did this dude just say he's not going to buy cookies to leave me a tip????? I finish my customer out and call mike and tell him about what just happened and that we should get a test after work...Consider it done...litterally. Mike had already gone to the store and bought 2 pregnancy test. I got off work early in anticipation, rushed home and took the test.
My birthday is May 7th and I could not have asked for a better birthday present in my entire life. I will be posting pictures on facebook as time goes by and you can follow my journey of pregnancy. To my friends and 'family' that are here supporting me I am so blessed and happy to have yall in my life!
Monday, April 27, 2009
So Simple
There is a song that I really enjoy called "You Won't Relent" by Jesus Culture. There's a part in the song where they say..."I don't wannna talk about you like you're not in the room wanna look right at you wanna sing right to you." How powerful is that???? Well I decided to start living my life this way. Weather I am walking to work or trying to hurry to get the store open or just chillaxing watching tv, I always have Him by myside. When I need or want something I just look beside me and say Jesus do you mind doing this for me?
It started out with like extremely little stuff like asking Him to help me sleep, make a headache go away, make my back stop hurting. All that I could arrogantly call coincidence. I was at work and I got really tired of cutting ONIONS!!! My last subway I didn't have to worry about it they came in bags...but here in Blanco oh no they make you actually work! I decided to put this to the test. I looked to my side and I said hey Jesus you think you could place your hand over my eyes for me be a shield for my eyes while I cut these onions. I waited about 10 seconds and then I went to work.
Now I didn't feel some cool presence over me or anything covering my eyes but I knew that if anyone could keep my eyes from running like the mississippi river God could and I was willing to let Him help me. Sure enough by time I had finished the onions I had 1 tear fall from my left eye. I have done this for the last couple weeks at work and others are starting to wonder...What's her secret? AWESOME witnessing tool. Grant it they all look at me like I've lost my mind...but deep down I think they are really questioning it. Honestly I believe there are some mumbling a certain request when they cut onions now. =)
Last night I did it again. I went hanging out with the Schnabel's Satuday at the rodeo and got a pretty bad sunburn (on half of my body). Last night I decided I might as well get my shower over with and endure the pain. I was for sure I'd wake up the entire Blanco county as soon as the water hit me, but I decided to take a different approach. I asked a similiar favor with God there by my side, to protect my sunburn where it's not unbarable. Believe it or not...I believe that was one of the best feeling showers I've ever taken. Yes I could feel a LITTLE sting when washing over the area and drying off but nothing as I imagined it to be.
Sometimes I believe we forget that God wants to provide for even our smallest needs that we may find silly to even ask for. God is not far off in some distant galaxy...He is right here with us. I love having this attitude and I pray that you adapt to it as well because it's so rewarding to have. "I don't wanna talk about you like you're not in the room, wanna look right at you wanna sing right to you".
Love, Hugs & Blessings.
P.S. Hi Rose, I love ya! I am praying for you. =)
It started out with like extremely little stuff like asking Him to help me sleep, make a headache go away, make my back stop hurting. All that I could arrogantly call coincidence. I was at work and I got really tired of cutting ONIONS!!! My last subway I didn't have to worry about it they came in bags...but here in Blanco oh no they make you actually work! I decided to put this to the test. I looked to my side and I said hey Jesus you think you could place your hand over my eyes for me be a shield for my eyes while I cut these onions. I waited about 10 seconds and then I went to work.
Now I didn't feel some cool presence over me or anything covering my eyes but I knew that if anyone could keep my eyes from running like the mississippi river God could and I was willing to let Him help me. Sure enough by time I had finished the onions I had 1 tear fall from my left eye. I have done this for the last couple weeks at work and others are starting to wonder...What's her secret? AWESOME witnessing tool. Grant it they all look at me like I've lost my mind...but deep down I think they are really questioning it. Honestly I believe there are some mumbling a certain request when they cut onions now. =)
Last night I did it again. I went hanging out with the Schnabel's Satuday at the rodeo and got a pretty bad sunburn (on half of my body). Last night I decided I might as well get my shower over with and endure the pain. I was for sure I'd wake up the entire Blanco county as soon as the water hit me, but I decided to take a different approach. I asked a similiar favor with God there by my side, to protect my sunburn where it's not unbarable. Believe it or not...I believe that was one of the best feeling showers I've ever taken. Yes I could feel a LITTLE sting when washing over the area and drying off but nothing as I imagined it to be.
Sometimes I believe we forget that God wants to provide for even our smallest needs that we may find silly to even ask for. God is not far off in some distant galaxy...He is right here with us. I love having this attitude and I pray that you adapt to it as well because it's so rewarding to have. "I don't wanna talk about you like you're not in the room, wanna look right at you wanna sing right to you".
Love, Hugs & Blessings.
P.S. Hi Rose, I love ya! I am praying for you. =)
Monday, April 13, 2009
God is Faithful.
Last week was extremely hard for me. My hours were cut at work from 30 to 16 which btw is NOT even close enough to pay our bills. I freaked out and lost focus of who my provider is. I didn't know what I was going to do, I was contemplating a new job I was thinking of ways to get hours back, I was even close to sacraficing time with Mike to gain more hours by working nights. I talked to a really good friend of mine who lead me in a prayer and reassured me that God is my provider not subway.
I had a talk with my manager and she told me some things I was not happy with. The lady I just trained the week before was now taking my hours?!?! The only way I was going to get more hours was to work nights and weekends. After prayer with my friend I held onto that prayer and began asking God what He wanted from me. I honestly did not feel my time was up at Subway. I contacted the owner of our subway and told him of the situation he was clueless as to what was going on. He said he would work on the schedule himself and get it worked out.
Today I went into work and the first thing I hear from the owner is...If you're going to quit just quit if you don't want to work here fine go find another job. I was the one left clueless on this one, apparantly this is what my owner heard through the grapevine. I told him that he was hearing from a sour grapevine because I had no plans of quitting and I want to make things work at Subway. So then we go to the back and we have a discussion about the way the store is going and what needs to change. He then tells me that he is giving me the title of assistant manager...WITHOUT the pay!!!
Honestly I was upset by this. Grant it I am already doing the job of the title I just don't have the respect from a couple of crew members. I know that's what the owner was trying to do is just get me the respect from everybody and with the title of assistant manager they're more likely to listen to me. I walked off and went on to making sandwiches all along in a thankful prayer to God. Although I was a bit upset that he wants me to take on more responsibility without getting the pay I knew God answered a prayer...I was given more hours. I gave thanks to God for giving me more hours that I asked for, I was truly thankful for that (my hours were increased to 28 SCHEDULED hours which by the end of the week will be more like 30-31 WORKED hours).
I walked to the back to get some prep started when the owner stopped me. He said "Tracey I was just thinking and you're right you do need a raise." He informed me that our store is down in sales and the pay roll is too high. We have to get the store back to where it belongs in sales and as far as our crew. I am promised a raise when I get the sales up! So not only did God supply me with more hours, He has given me a promotional title at work AND He is supplying me with a raise in the near future. God is so faithful!
I felt bad for the way I reacted the other day finding out that I only had 16 hours. I asked God for forgiveness for that and I know I am forgiven. Thanks to my friends that took the time to talk with me and pray me through this past week. Today I believe I showed God that I was sincere in asking for forgiveness when I gave Him thanks rather than getting upset all over again...in return He was even more faithful to me. God is our provider He knows our needs and wants and He is faithful to provide in His time and His will.
Love, Hugs & Blessings
I had a talk with my manager and she told me some things I was not happy with. The lady I just trained the week before was now taking my hours?!?! The only way I was going to get more hours was to work nights and weekends. After prayer with my friend I held onto that prayer and began asking God what He wanted from me. I honestly did not feel my time was up at Subway. I contacted the owner of our subway and told him of the situation he was clueless as to what was going on. He said he would work on the schedule himself and get it worked out.
Today I went into work and the first thing I hear from the owner is...If you're going to quit just quit if you don't want to work here fine go find another job. I was the one left clueless on this one, apparantly this is what my owner heard through the grapevine. I told him that he was hearing from a sour grapevine because I had no plans of quitting and I want to make things work at Subway. So then we go to the back and we have a discussion about the way the store is going and what needs to change. He then tells me that he is giving me the title of assistant manager...WITHOUT the pay!!!
Honestly I was upset by this. Grant it I am already doing the job of the title I just don't have the respect from a couple of crew members. I know that's what the owner was trying to do is just get me the respect from everybody and with the title of assistant manager they're more likely to listen to me. I walked off and went on to making sandwiches all along in a thankful prayer to God. Although I was a bit upset that he wants me to take on more responsibility without getting the pay I knew God answered a prayer...I was given more hours. I gave thanks to God for giving me more hours that I asked for, I was truly thankful for that (my hours were increased to 28 SCHEDULED hours which by the end of the week will be more like 30-31 WORKED hours).
I walked to the back to get some prep started when the owner stopped me. He said "Tracey I was just thinking and you're right you do need a raise." He informed me that our store is down in sales and the pay roll is too high. We have to get the store back to where it belongs in sales and as far as our crew. I am promised a raise when I get the sales up! So not only did God supply me with more hours, He has given me a promotional title at work AND He is supplying me with a raise in the near future. God is so faithful!
I felt bad for the way I reacted the other day finding out that I only had 16 hours. I asked God for forgiveness for that and I know I am forgiven. Thanks to my friends that took the time to talk with me and pray me through this past week. Today I believe I showed God that I was sincere in asking for forgiveness when I gave Him thanks rather than getting upset all over again...in return He was even more faithful to me. God is our provider He knows our needs and wants and He is faithful to provide in His time and His will.
Love, Hugs & Blessings
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Approval Addiction
So I have a confession to make. I do indeed have an addiction to approval. I even recreated a twitter account to see how much approval I can get. After a few days of having it now I see that I don't have much approval and those that I once called friend and some I still considered friends want nothing to do with me. I began to get upset because I know why this is but that is irrelevant. I immediately began thinking of a nasty blog that I could put together about how horrible some people are blah blah blah. How much better does that make me?
I went to God and asked His forgiveness for my thoughts and that said out loud out of emotions. Of course He forgives me then shows me something so spectacular. I am so eagar to find approval from all of these people and I am willing to do whatever it is to make things right and do this and do that say this and don't say that just to be accepted. All the time God is standing their with open arms calling out my name saying "I'll accept you I approve of you come to me".
Why do we care so much about what other people think? Why do we try so hard to be in with the 'cool' crowd?? I believe it's because we're human BUT when we have Christ in us when do we stop making excuses for our behavior and make the choice to take a stand and change? I want to be one of those people where people come to me and want to be my friend and begin asking questions of WHY? Why are you like this you're different what is it? That is an awesome testimony and that will lead to a beautiful friendship because you know it is God that brought you two together.
My name is Tracey and I am an Approvaholic, but my God has set me free and I am going to be a new woman in Christ. We don't have to work or earn His approval...He approved of us over 2,000 years ago when He not only died for us but He ROSE up from the grave. He rose up in victory and that victory is ours if only we would claim it and walk in it every day of our lives. People will wonder what has gotten a hold of us and they will ask "what's up"?
Love, Hugs & Blessings
I went to God and asked His forgiveness for my thoughts and that said out loud out of emotions. Of course He forgives me then shows me something so spectacular. I am so eagar to find approval from all of these people and I am willing to do whatever it is to make things right and do this and do that say this and don't say that just to be accepted. All the time God is standing their with open arms calling out my name saying "I'll accept you I approve of you come to me".
Why do we care so much about what other people think? Why do we try so hard to be in with the 'cool' crowd?? I believe it's because we're human BUT when we have Christ in us when do we stop making excuses for our behavior and make the choice to take a stand and change? I want to be one of those people where people come to me and want to be my friend and begin asking questions of WHY? Why are you like this you're different what is it? That is an awesome testimony and that will lead to a beautiful friendship because you know it is God that brought you two together.
My name is Tracey and I am an Approvaholic, but my God has set me free and I am going to be a new woman in Christ. We don't have to work or earn His approval...He approved of us over 2,000 years ago when He not only died for us but He ROSE up from the grave. He rose up in victory and that victory is ours if only we would claim it and walk in it every day of our lives. People will wonder what has gotten a hold of us and they will ask "what's up"?
Love, Hugs & Blessings
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Restoration
Recently I have been struggling with stepping back from some people to allow God to do what He wants to do in us. I have prayed, I have cried, I have reminisced, I have laughed and I have fell back on my face in prayer. It has been anything and everything but easy to go through this but I have learned a lot and I am sure there's still a few things God is wanting to show me through it all.
We attended church at the Journey today and we were actually missed...yes that surprised me but it felt good. They even remembered our names LOL. Today I was greeted and embraced by a very special friend...one that I have had to take a few steps back from. It brought tears to my eyes but for the first time in 2 months...it was tears of relief, joy, healing and restoration.
The service was great it was all about prayer. I got a lot out of today's service as I usually do at the Journey, but today...today was special. I am tired, I am exausted but on the inside...I am smiling...from organ to organ.
Love, Hugs & Blessings.
We attended church at the Journey today and we were actually missed...yes that surprised me but it felt good. They even remembered our names LOL. Today I was greeted and embraced by a very special friend...one that I have had to take a few steps back from. It brought tears to my eyes but for the first time in 2 months...it was tears of relief, joy, healing and restoration.
The service was great it was all about prayer. I got a lot out of today's service as I usually do at the Journey, but today...today was special. I am tired, I am exausted but on the inside...I am smiling...from organ to organ.
Love, Hugs & Blessings.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Amazing Love
Love, Love and more Love!!! As most know this is what I am all about. I love to love and because I love the way I love some find it hard to receive and love back. Did ya get all of that? I made a quote on my facebook this past week that goes something like this..."It's ok...you've never been loved like this before so you're not sure how to receive it...don't worry when you're ready to receive I'll still be here waiting".
There are many people that do not understand me...don't feel bad you're not meant to understand me. But, there are a few that completely, totally and ultimately 'get me'. I like to call us lovers. As a dear beloved friend and big sister in Christ always tells me...birds of a feather flock together...and that's what us lovers do. We still love all but also on the flip side...we need love in return as well so we tend to have to seek out other lovers and go for a fly.
I have loved many people and honestly I can say I don't stop loving people. The love may change...relationships may change but love is never ending no matter how hard it gets. I love someone very much...someone that has hurt me time and time again. My 'big sis' tells me we're like Charlie Brown and Lucy. Just as Charlie Brown trusts Lucy to hold the ball for him while he kicks...she always pulls the ball out from under him and he's back where he started laying flat on his back.
I love and I love hard. I have been so hurt, neglected and abused in my life...yet I have been loved and I will be love because I know I am not the only one that has been hurt in life. I always say you never know anyone's life story...your love to that stranger may be exactly what that person needs. Love can be 'complicated' some you can love close and some need to be loved from a distance...but none the less still LOVE. The 'phrase' iphone/ipod has really taken a run with things. Now days you see everything from using the 'phrase' but adding new words at the end everything from ipoop to imusic lol. Well here is mine...iLove. I love to love there is no better thing in life to do than to love.
My life has been spared because 1 man loved me so much that he gave me a 2nd chance at life. I love because He first loved me and He has shown me how to love with abundant grace. On December 2 2005 my life was spared and it's by the grace of God that I am alive now. I went home cried my eyes out and right then and there said God I am yours use me I will follow you and do what you want me to. God's greatest commandment is to love. I don't even know what to say any more besides LOVE. Pray and ask God how to love and he will show you. You can not love others if you do not have love and the only place to get true, pure unconditional love is from Christ.
Who do you need to love today? That co-worker at work that is a bit slow and no one has the time for? Is it the homeless man on the street that we all jet pass on our way to work? Is it the mother/father that left you abandoned and all alone? Some people ask me how do I love those that hurt me so badly. My reply...how can Christ love me when I hurt him so badly? Who am I to deny someone love??
This all seems like ramble to me of course...but my faithful followers wanted a blog and you got it.
Love, Hugs & Blessings.
There are many people that do not understand me...don't feel bad you're not meant to understand me. But, there are a few that completely, totally and ultimately 'get me'. I like to call us lovers. As a dear beloved friend and big sister in Christ always tells me...birds of a feather flock together...and that's what us lovers do. We still love all but also on the flip side...we need love in return as well so we tend to have to seek out other lovers and go for a fly.
I have loved many people and honestly I can say I don't stop loving people. The love may change...relationships may change but love is never ending no matter how hard it gets. I love someone very much...someone that has hurt me time and time again. My 'big sis' tells me we're like Charlie Brown and Lucy. Just as Charlie Brown trusts Lucy to hold the ball for him while he kicks...she always pulls the ball out from under him and he's back where he started laying flat on his back.
I love and I love hard. I have been so hurt, neglected and abused in my life...yet I have been loved and I will be love because I know I am not the only one that has been hurt in life. I always say you never know anyone's life story...your love to that stranger may be exactly what that person needs. Love can be 'complicated' some you can love close and some need to be loved from a distance...but none the less still LOVE. The 'phrase' iphone/ipod has really taken a run with things. Now days you see everything from using the 'phrase' but adding new words at the end everything from ipoop to imusic lol. Well here is mine...iLove. I love to love there is no better thing in life to do than to love.
My life has been spared because 1 man loved me so much that he gave me a 2nd chance at life. I love because He first loved me and He has shown me how to love with abundant grace. On December 2 2005 my life was spared and it's by the grace of God that I am alive now. I went home cried my eyes out and right then and there said God I am yours use me I will follow you and do what you want me to. God's greatest commandment is to love. I don't even know what to say any more besides LOVE. Pray and ask God how to love and he will show you. You can not love others if you do not have love and the only place to get true, pure unconditional love is from Christ.
Who do you need to love today? That co-worker at work that is a bit slow and no one has the time for? Is it the homeless man on the street that we all jet pass on our way to work? Is it the mother/father that left you abandoned and all alone? Some people ask me how do I love those that hurt me so badly. My reply...how can Christ love me when I hurt him so badly? Who am I to deny someone love??
This all seems like ramble to me of course...but my faithful followers wanted a blog and you got it.
Love, Hugs & Blessings.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Overdue Blog For You
First of all please forgive me for my lack of blogging, things have been a bit hectic. So much has happened I don't even know where to begin or how to word this or when to end, AYE YA YA!!!
So we moved to texas, hugs hugs kiss kiss, days go by, days turn into weeks, Mike gets job at sears I get job at subway, tear tear, God heals, restoration begins, everything is hunkey dorey, we go to the devil's play ground, ouch, tear tear, anger/frustration, God's sweet salvation, find true friends, grrrr, God brings peace and comfort, yay we got a home, woah God blows our socks off, home sweet home, today was a great day...The End! :)
Ok ok so I can't get by with just that lol. I will not elaborate on certain things for my own reasons. I will say that my husband is a NEW man, praise God. God grabbed his heart in a hotel room and hasn't let go. We watched Fireproof and started doing the love dare, we're on day 16 and oh the things God has done! Mike is doing well in his job at Sears they really love him there and his work and he is making new friends. We found this really awesome restraunt here in town called Pedro's just so happens the owner of the restraunt has a daughter and she works with mike.
I am doing well. I feel I've been on one heck of a roller coaster ride the last month and a half but I can't say I regret any of it. Work is going well for me too. I am like a shift leader/assistant manager type of thing. I was just given a set of keys to the store and was given a raise this past week, praise God! Also, I am working more hours...my back was holding up but this past week...well God is still healing me I am standing in faith and claiming that. I have found out who my true friends are and what they are all about. I've seen true love, mercy and forgiveness demonstrated throughout the weeks.
Mike and I are still going to church at Journey every other Sunday and the other Sunday's we attend church at The Ark. We also attend The Ark on Wed nights and I go on Tuesday mornings for women's bible study. Every time the door is opened at The Ark, Mrs. Connie is in the kitchen and let me tell ya something...that woman can COOOOK!!! God has really blessed us the last couple of weeks. A guy walked into Sears a couple of weeks ago talking to the manager (Mrs. Linda) about a home that had just opened up that he was trying to rent...said he had it rented and they just backed out. Mrs. Linda knew of our situation and said that's great I know the perfect people for the place. We called the guy, we met, we signed papers! We were in a tight situation though. We wanted to move out as soon as possible we were eager to have a home of our own, but our taxes were skrewed up so bad we didn't have the money to do the deposits or anything.
I made a phone call to one of my truest friend who I've only met in person one time. I told her of our situation and without hesitation she offered to make us a loan of $450 for our deposit so we could get moved in! Donna Ketring we are forever thankful, mi casa es su casa! I got a raise at work which brought in enough money to cover deposits for water and electric. Feburary 20th 2009 we moved into our very own home! Mrs. Connie, God bless her heart; took me out on Saturday and bought a lot of supplies for our home that we did not have and couldn't afford after we paid out all the deposits and such. We've had furniture donated to us all from different people, all destined by God and all matching!
Today Mike went to the bank just for kicks and giggles to see if we would qualify for a loan...we did! So Mike and I took out a small loan with our new bank of about a month now and we got our internet and phone hooked up and other supplies we still needed for our home. The place doing our taxes called us and gave us a rebate for all the troubles we've had filing with them which paid for more groceries, PRAISE GOD!!! Mike took me out today and let me pick out things for the home. Also he bought two movies that I enjoy out of the clear blue sky. That's nice and all but his reply to me when I asked "Thank you but why are you doing all of this" shocked me more than anything. He replied saying "Thank God it's all from him, I haven't treated you the way I should and it's time I start investing in you and our relationship." I almost fell off my chair...thank God the truck door was shut ;).
Our home is coming together really nice, we could use a couch but I am happy and satisfy with all that we have now. We have been truly blessed and God has had His beautiful graceful hands on us the last month and a half. My marriage is at a place I never dreamed it'd be, God forgive me for doubting you. I am growing personally so is Mike...things are just going marvelous. It's not always rays of sunshine but now we have new ways of dealing with things.
Thank you to God first and foremost for making all of this possible. Also, Thank you to the Schnabel's, Donna Ketring, Mrs. Connie and Pastor Phil, Journey church, The Ark, Danna Anderson, Melissa Doddridge, Sylvia Hiller, Sherry Lily and everyone who has lifted us up in prayer through this all.
Oops almost forgot...we got an email from Mike's old boss today telling us that Valley View Estates has been sold...Mike would have lost his job if we would have stayed as originally planned and may have never made it down here. God is so faithful. Although we may not understand His direction...always follow! He will reveal all things in his time.
Love, Hugs & Blessings.
So we moved to texas, hugs hugs kiss kiss, days go by, days turn into weeks, Mike gets job at sears I get job at subway, tear tear, God heals, restoration begins, everything is hunkey dorey, we go to the devil's play ground, ouch, tear tear, anger/frustration, God's sweet salvation, find true friends, grrrr, God brings peace and comfort, yay we got a home, woah God blows our socks off, home sweet home, today was a great day...The End! :)
Ok ok so I can't get by with just that lol. I will not elaborate on certain things for my own reasons. I will say that my husband is a NEW man, praise God. God grabbed his heart in a hotel room and hasn't let go. We watched Fireproof and started doing the love dare, we're on day 16 and oh the things God has done! Mike is doing well in his job at Sears they really love him there and his work and he is making new friends. We found this really awesome restraunt here in town called Pedro's just so happens the owner of the restraunt has a daughter and she works with mike.
I am doing well. I feel I've been on one heck of a roller coaster ride the last month and a half but I can't say I regret any of it. Work is going well for me too. I am like a shift leader/assistant manager type of thing. I was just given a set of keys to the store and was given a raise this past week, praise God! Also, I am working more hours...my back was holding up but this past week...well God is still healing me I am standing in faith and claiming that. I have found out who my true friends are and what they are all about. I've seen true love, mercy and forgiveness demonstrated throughout the weeks.
Mike and I are still going to church at Journey every other Sunday and the other Sunday's we attend church at The Ark. We also attend The Ark on Wed nights and I go on Tuesday mornings for women's bible study. Every time the door is opened at The Ark, Mrs. Connie is in the kitchen and let me tell ya something...that woman can COOOOK!!! God has really blessed us the last couple of weeks. A guy walked into Sears a couple of weeks ago talking to the manager (Mrs. Linda) about a home that had just opened up that he was trying to rent...said he had it rented and they just backed out. Mrs. Linda knew of our situation and said that's great I know the perfect people for the place. We called the guy, we met, we signed papers! We were in a tight situation though. We wanted to move out as soon as possible we were eager to have a home of our own, but our taxes were skrewed up so bad we didn't have the money to do the deposits or anything.
I made a phone call to one of my truest friend who I've only met in person one time. I told her of our situation and without hesitation she offered to make us a loan of $450 for our deposit so we could get moved in! Donna Ketring we are forever thankful, mi casa es su casa! I got a raise at work which brought in enough money to cover deposits for water and electric. Feburary 20th 2009 we moved into our very own home! Mrs. Connie, God bless her heart; took me out on Saturday and bought a lot of supplies for our home that we did not have and couldn't afford after we paid out all the deposits and such. We've had furniture donated to us all from different people, all destined by God and all matching!
Today Mike went to the bank just for kicks and giggles to see if we would qualify for a loan...we did! So Mike and I took out a small loan with our new bank of about a month now and we got our internet and phone hooked up and other supplies we still needed for our home. The place doing our taxes called us and gave us a rebate for all the troubles we've had filing with them which paid for more groceries, PRAISE GOD!!! Mike took me out today and let me pick out things for the home. Also he bought two movies that I enjoy out of the clear blue sky. That's nice and all but his reply to me when I asked "Thank you but why are you doing all of this" shocked me more than anything. He replied saying "Thank God it's all from him, I haven't treated you the way I should and it's time I start investing in you and our relationship." I almost fell off my chair...thank God the truck door was shut ;).
Our home is coming together really nice, we could use a couch but I am happy and satisfy with all that we have now. We have been truly blessed and God has had His beautiful graceful hands on us the last month and a half. My marriage is at a place I never dreamed it'd be, God forgive me for doubting you. I am growing personally so is Mike...things are just going marvelous. It's not always rays of sunshine but now we have new ways of dealing with things.
Thank you to God first and foremost for making all of this possible. Also, Thank you to the Schnabel's, Donna Ketring, Mrs. Connie and Pastor Phil, Journey church, The Ark, Danna Anderson, Melissa Doddridge, Sylvia Hiller, Sherry Lily and everyone who has lifted us up in prayer through this all.
Oops almost forgot...we got an email from Mike's old boss today telling us that Valley View Estates has been sold...Mike would have lost his job if we would have stayed as originally planned and may have never made it down here. God is so faithful. Although we may not understand His direction...always follow! He will reveal all things in his time.
Love, Hugs & Blessings.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Home Team
So last night was our first time attending a home team. I would explain what a home team is but for the 5 that read my blog I think you all know what it is. (lol) I admitted last night and I'll admit it here again, I was 'scared' to go. A part of me wanted to go and the other part of me would have rather crawled into a deep deep hole and bury myself.
I made cookies at work and decided to take them to the home team. I love my cookies but oh my gosh my cookies had nothing on the other food there. That tator tot hot dish from Birgit or the king ranch chicken from mom or that butter cake from Laura...I believe if I continue in these home teams I may stand a chance of gaining a pound or two. When we first got there I felt ok as it was just me, Mike, mom, dad, Krysten, pastor Danny and his wife Birgit. As more people came in my anxieties rose and I felt myself going into my hole. What would they think of me? Would they be like mom and dad and accept me for who I really am? What's going to happen? What do I do next? Can I just get by without saying anything so I don't sound stupid? Yeh it's that bad people. I may be able to make stupid random videos on facebook or wherever but in reality I am a really shy person. Face to face is A LOT different than in person.
So we 'broke bread' as Pastor Danny likes to call it and just had a little small talk. I just peeked out of my hole every couple of minutes to see what everyone was doing. After dinner we migrated to the living room and I knew I was about to face my big fear of having to open my mouth and actually speak. This wasn't like church where there's 75-100 people around you and you can get by without responding to a question. No, no, no we had about 12 people in our home team last night and I just knew I was going to have to speak. Every time Pastor Danny asked a question I just sat there in silence avoiding eye contact in hopes he wouldn't ask me directly. Although I had answers in my heart, I prayed that God would give the answers to someone else, we have a good God. (lol)
God began to deal with my heart and I knew He was not going to continue to just let me sit there on the couch with my sweaty palms and anxiety and have everyone else participate and not me. I can't even remember the question exactly but I know we all had to give an answer. I saw God grinning from ear to ear as I just looked toward heaven and gave him a "ha ha VERY funny God" kind of look. So I braced myself and raked my brain to think of something genius and astounding to say that would blow everyone's mind. Again I don't know what my response was but I know it was nothing "Einstinish" as I was planning on. To my surprise my response was accepted and I didn't feel stupid. So I waited in anticipation for the next question to see if it would work again. To my surprise it did I was like dude I am getting pretty good at this. (lol)
I began to lighten up and just allow my heart to speak. I was there for me and for God to teach and change me. I SHOULDN'T be there to try and impress anybody and I found out last night I don't have to. I was accepted for who I was and although I was the 'new gal' I felt love and acceptance and it felt good. We had a really great time last night and we look forward to next week as well. I highly suggest that you plug in at your church. Check with your pastor or whoever and see if they have small groups that you can get involved in. If they don't...maybe it's time they do...maybe you will start the first 'home team' at your church. The food is great and I love me some food especially when I am not the cook, but that's not even the best part of home team. Food can fill you up physically but that spiritual fill up will blow you away!
Love, Hugs & Blessings
Tracey
I made cookies at work and decided to take them to the home team. I love my cookies but oh my gosh my cookies had nothing on the other food there. That tator tot hot dish from Birgit or the king ranch chicken from mom or that butter cake from Laura...I believe if I continue in these home teams I may stand a chance of gaining a pound or two. When we first got there I felt ok as it was just me, Mike, mom, dad, Krysten, pastor Danny and his wife Birgit. As more people came in my anxieties rose and I felt myself going into my hole. What would they think of me? Would they be like mom and dad and accept me for who I really am? What's going to happen? What do I do next? Can I just get by without saying anything so I don't sound stupid? Yeh it's that bad people. I may be able to make stupid random videos on facebook or wherever but in reality I am a really shy person. Face to face is A LOT different than in person.
So we 'broke bread' as Pastor Danny likes to call it and just had a little small talk. I just peeked out of my hole every couple of minutes to see what everyone was doing. After dinner we migrated to the living room and I knew I was about to face my big fear of having to open my mouth and actually speak. This wasn't like church where there's 75-100 people around you and you can get by without responding to a question. No, no, no we had about 12 people in our home team last night and I just knew I was going to have to speak. Every time Pastor Danny asked a question I just sat there in silence avoiding eye contact in hopes he wouldn't ask me directly. Although I had answers in my heart, I prayed that God would give the answers to someone else, we have a good God. (lol)
God began to deal with my heart and I knew He was not going to continue to just let me sit there on the couch with my sweaty palms and anxiety and have everyone else participate and not me. I can't even remember the question exactly but I know we all had to give an answer. I saw God grinning from ear to ear as I just looked toward heaven and gave him a "ha ha VERY funny God" kind of look. So I braced myself and raked my brain to think of something genius and astounding to say that would blow everyone's mind. Again I don't know what my response was but I know it was nothing "Einstinish" as I was planning on. To my surprise my response was accepted and I didn't feel stupid. So I waited in anticipation for the next question to see if it would work again. To my surprise it did I was like dude I am getting pretty good at this. (lol)
I began to lighten up and just allow my heart to speak. I was there for me and for God to teach and change me. I SHOULDN'T be there to try and impress anybody and I found out last night I don't have to. I was accepted for who I was and although I was the 'new gal' I felt love and acceptance and it felt good. We had a really great time last night and we look forward to next week as well. I highly suggest that you plug in at your church. Check with your pastor or whoever and see if they have small groups that you can get involved in. If they don't...maybe it's time they do...maybe you will start the first 'home team' at your church. The food is great and I love me some food especially when I am not the cook, but that's not even the best part of home team. Food can fill you up physically but that spiritual fill up will blow you away!
Love, Hugs & Blessings
Tracey
Friday, January 30, 2009
Be Uncomfortable.
Honesty is about to break lose as I write this blog. Dear Lord please guide my words.
So it's been near close to a month since our move to Texas. I was excited moving down here, I knew I would draw closer to God and I wanted that for myself and for Mike as well. I've come to realize that although while in MN I was out of my 'comfort zone' and wanted to be back in NC many times with my friends and family, I was still very much comfortable in my day to day walk. I've said this before and I'll say it again and again Texas has not been all rays of sunshine.
Coming to Texas has taken me out of a comfort zone on a new level. Yes I am with 'family' but nevertheless we're still all strangers. I know God placed us all together for a reason and I do not regret us moving here. I realized this morning while doing my bible study that I wanted to gain a closer more intimate relationship with Christ without doing any 'dirty work'. How selfish is that right...typical human! Pastor Danny has actually talked about being a disciple at church the last couple of Sunday's. There is a price to pay...it's going to cost us. I dunno it's like sometimes my brain doesn't think things all the way through. Example: God I want change I want to grow more intimate with you. Then the changes begin to happen and it seems that you are having more issues than you were before you asked never realizing that this is exactly what you asked for.
I've always told people that God will not just give you patience or love or understanding or wisdom whatever it is you ask for. He'll give you opportunities/situations to where you have to apply that and it's through those experience that you get what you ask for...the price you have to pay, it's gonna cost you. I have been through some pretty hard stuff in my short lived life, but I admit this has to be the hardest thing thus far that I have ever had to go through. I am eternally thankful to God for this opportunity and for the things that He has done this far. I am also thankful for my family that is in this with me. It's been hard on all of us, there's been some tears, but we're sticking it out and we're all learning and growing through this.
Although most days I feel a bit uncomfortable in this new enviroment and being pushed (by God) to do things I would not normally do, I am humble and the joy of the Lord is my strength. This is not necessarily me going through a desert just me climbing a mountain...that feels like Mt. Everst at times but nonetheless. (lol) I am so blessed and thankful to have this opportunity. Each day is a new learning experience a new price to pay. No one ever said that this journey is going to be easy but there is one that has promised if we totally trust and rely on Him, it will be worth it. What challenges are you facing today? Sometimes it's hard to look at the 'positives'. I want to encourage you today to change your perspective and attitude. Instead of looking at your mountain and saying oh God why me why now what did I do to deserve this, ask God what you are to learn from it. Be brave, Be courageous, Be uncomfortable.
Love, Hugs & Blessings.
So it's been near close to a month since our move to Texas. I was excited moving down here, I knew I would draw closer to God and I wanted that for myself and for Mike as well. I've come to realize that although while in MN I was out of my 'comfort zone' and wanted to be back in NC many times with my friends and family, I was still very much comfortable in my day to day walk. I've said this before and I'll say it again and again Texas has not been all rays of sunshine.
Coming to Texas has taken me out of a comfort zone on a new level. Yes I am with 'family' but nevertheless we're still all strangers. I know God placed us all together for a reason and I do not regret us moving here. I realized this morning while doing my bible study that I wanted to gain a closer more intimate relationship with Christ without doing any 'dirty work'. How selfish is that right...typical human! Pastor Danny has actually talked about being a disciple at church the last couple of Sunday's. There is a price to pay...it's going to cost us. I dunno it's like sometimes my brain doesn't think things all the way through. Example: God I want change I want to grow more intimate with you. Then the changes begin to happen and it seems that you are having more issues than you were before you asked never realizing that this is exactly what you asked for.
I've always told people that God will not just give you patience or love or understanding or wisdom whatever it is you ask for. He'll give you opportunities/situations to where you have to apply that and it's through those experience that you get what you ask for...the price you have to pay, it's gonna cost you. I have been through some pretty hard stuff in my short lived life, but I admit this has to be the hardest thing thus far that I have ever had to go through. I am eternally thankful to God for this opportunity and for the things that He has done this far. I am also thankful for my family that is in this with me. It's been hard on all of us, there's been some tears, but we're sticking it out and we're all learning and growing through this.
Although most days I feel a bit uncomfortable in this new enviroment and being pushed (by God) to do things I would not normally do, I am humble and the joy of the Lord is my strength. This is not necessarily me going through a desert just me climbing a mountain...that feels like Mt. Everst at times but nonetheless. (lol) I am so blessed and thankful to have this opportunity. Each day is a new learning experience a new price to pay. No one ever said that this journey is going to be easy but there is one that has promised if we totally trust and rely on Him, it will be worth it. What challenges are you facing today? Sometimes it's hard to look at the 'positives'. I want to encourage you today to change your perspective and attitude. Instead of looking at your mountain and saying oh God why me why now what did I do to deserve this, ask God what you are to learn from it. Be brave, Be courageous, Be uncomfortable.
Love, Hugs & Blessings.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Our God Reigns
This past week was just another week of lessons and learning. To begin with at work I am already training new employees and being considered for a raise. Also the owner of the store would like for me to start actually opening the store...EEKS! I have a feeling if God continues to strengthen my back and such I can be a manager!
I have been praying for confidence and boldness. I have been opening up more with my parents and it's made a world of difference. It's really amazing (in a bad way) how much power we give the devil with our minds. So I encourage any and everyone that reads this blog if you feel something is wrong or whatever go and talk to the other person involved. More than likely there's nothing wrong and they don't think or feel the way you feel they do. Grant it there may be something going on but it could just be a minor misunderstanding that can easily be talked out. So don't give the enemy any foothold!
After a discussion with my parents last night I was filled with an incredible amount of boldness and confidence after our prayer and all. I called my biological mother last night and actually had a decent talk with her. I even had the courage to pray with her on the phone and say I love you mom before hanging up. I have not called her mom in about 3 years...I just usually avoid having to call her anything. So a lot of healing and restoration going on.
Today Mike got a job at Sears and he starts Thursday thank God for that. I really don't know what else to say I am sitting here trying to think of all the good God has done and I know unfortunately I am forgetting something. God is so amazing and His love is unfailing. I am so blessed to be able to go through this expereince and I pray everyone else involved is too. I am going to bed now I need some Zzzz's!
Love, Hugs & Blessings
I have been praying for confidence and boldness. I have been opening up more with my parents and it's made a world of difference. It's really amazing (in a bad way) how much power we give the devil with our minds. So I encourage any and everyone that reads this blog if you feel something is wrong or whatever go and talk to the other person involved. More than likely there's nothing wrong and they don't think or feel the way you feel they do. Grant it there may be something going on but it could just be a minor misunderstanding that can easily be talked out. So don't give the enemy any foothold!
After a discussion with my parents last night I was filled with an incredible amount of boldness and confidence after our prayer and all. I called my biological mother last night and actually had a decent talk with her. I even had the courage to pray with her on the phone and say I love you mom before hanging up. I have not called her mom in about 3 years...I just usually avoid having to call her anything. So a lot of healing and restoration going on.
Today Mike got a job at Sears and he starts Thursday thank God for that. I really don't know what else to say I am sitting here trying to think of all the good God has done and I know unfortunately I am forgetting something. God is so amazing and His love is unfailing. I am so blessed to be able to go through this expereince and I pray everyone else involved is too. I am going to bed now I need some Zzzz's!
Love, Hugs & Blessings
Friday, January 23, 2009
Hard Truths
Last night God revealed to me some hard truths. As I've said before this journey in Texas has not all been easy. I am the kind of person that will do whatever it takes to make someone happy and when I don't suceed I feel like a failure. Last night I had a few words with a really wise woman (take one guess). I told her how I think she's amazing and how this past week I've realized how much I don't appreciate her the way I should. Of course she turns my focus back to God replying that it's all HIM and nothing to do with her. She's right I know she is.
Anyway, last night I made a minor yet stupid change on my facebook. I wanted to change a part of who I was I wanted to compromise who I was and how I really felt to make others happy. It wasn't until after the conversation with the wise woman and the loud booming voice from God that I realized I made a mistake. I KNOW I can't make everyone happy it's just not possible, but BELIEVING it is a different story. Right now that is what I am dealing with is trying to believe that I can't make everyone happy nor is it my 'job' to make everyone happy.
I should be more concerned with am I making GOD happy, and if I am making HIM happy that's all that matters the rest will fall into place. So for anyone and everyone reading this when you're in your prayer time, I'd greatly appreciate a prayer as this is a tough one for me. I love to see people happy but I am coming to realize that there's only one person that can bring true joy and happiness and His name is Jesus. I need to stop trying to play Holy Ghost Jr. and let God do what He's best at.
Anyway, last night I made a minor yet stupid change on my facebook. I wanted to change a part of who I was I wanted to compromise who I was and how I really felt to make others happy. It wasn't until after the conversation with the wise woman and the loud booming voice from God that I realized I made a mistake. I KNOW I can't make everyone happy it's just not possible, but BELIEVING it is a different story. Right now that is what I am dealing with is trying to believe that I can't make everyone happy nor is it my 'job' to make everyone happy.
I should be more concerned with am I making GOD happy, and if I am making HIM happy that's all that matters the rest will fall into place. So for anyone and everyone reading this when you're in your prayer time, I'd greatly appreciate a prayer as this is a tough one for me. I love to see people happy but I am coming to realize that there's only one person that can bring true joy and happiness and His name is Jesus. I need to stop trying to play Holy Ghost Jr. and let God do what He's best at.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Just Gotta Say
The past couple of days my mom has not felt the best in the world. As a matter of fact it's had her confined to her bed all wrapped up with the rest of the family taking care of her. This is the first time I've ever seen my mom sick in person, and to be honest I didn't expect to react this way so to speak. Of course she is a special lady and I love her to death and I thank God for her everyday. In the last couple of days though I've come to realize how important my mom is to this family.
We work as a team here in this family. We all do a little to help out around the house. With God...(then daddy...lol) as our team captain we work through our days and for the most part have some pretty awesome days together. The past couple of morning though I must say my mornings have been a bit off...something missing. Even work questioned me today as to what was wrong with me and they have only seen me at work 4 days. I told them my mom was sick and they were like wow she must be pretty special you really love her huh? Ummm like DUGH!!!
I haven't really known how to 'cope' so to speak with my mom being sick. So much of me wants to fight it for her but I know that's not my place. I have prayed multiple times and fought the urge to go in and check on her so she can get some sleep. I made my mom a little book today with drawings I drew and some writing on there. I hope it cheered her up a little bit at least. I admit I miss my momma some kind of bad. Although she is still in the home, I miss her smile that usually greets me in the mornings. I miss her singing praises of joy to our Savior, our King, our Emanuel, our God. I know God is healing her and tomorrow she is going to be better.
Thank you to those that have prayed for her it's been greatly appreciated. I guess the saying is true...You never know how much you really have until it's gone. Although my mom is still here, she is not really around and she is greatly missed. I have a great respect and honor for my mom. She brings to this family that no one else can. We all have a little special gift that we bring to each other through out our days and when one is missing, it is definitely missed. I love my momma!
We work as a team here in this family. We all do a little to help out around the house. With God...(then daddy...lol) as our team captain we work through our days and for the most part have some pretty awesome days together. The past couple of morning though I must say my mornings have been a bit off...something missing. Even work questioned me today as to what was wrong with me and they have only seen me at work 4 days. I told them my mom was sick and they were like wow she must be pretty special you really love her huh? Ummm like DUGH!!!
I haven't really known how to 'cope' so to speak with my mom being sick. So much of me wants to fight it for her but I know that's not my place. I have prayed multiple times and fought the urge to go in and check on her so she can get some sleep. I made my mom a little book today with drawings I drew and some writing on there. I hope it cheered her up a little bit at least. I admit I miss my momma some kind of bad. Although she is still in the home, I miss her smile that usually greets me in the mornings. I miss her singing praises of joy to our Savior, our King, our Emanuel, our God. I know God is healing her and tomorrow she is going to be better.
Thank you to those that have prayed for her it's been greatly appreciated. I guess the saying is true...You never know how much you really have until it's gone. Although my mom is still here, she is not really around and she is greatly missed. I have a great respect and honor for my mom. She brings to this family that no one else can. We all have a little special gift that we bring to each other through out our days and when one is missing, it is definitely missed. I love my momma!
Monday, January 19, 2009
Still Learning
It's going on 20 days since I've been in Texas with my family. Still so much learning going on that I was not expecting to get. I knew things would change and I knew I would grow, but I admit I didn't expect this. My mom and dad are amazing. They correct me in love, and get this, I don't get angry. That is a new me...THANK GOD! I actually listen to them and try to apply it to my life and make a change and it affects EVERYONE not just me.
We are not perfect things are not always happy go lucky, but we always pull together and through prayer we are getting through things. Mike is making a lot of changes in his life as well and I know God has caught him a little off guard as well. Let me tell ya something when God moves He MOVES! It's not just in one area of my life right now or just one relationship...it's many and I am so blessed by it. I am excited to see what God is doing.
I feel more alive and have a new joy about myself and others are begining to notice it as well. My mom loves to talk about joy and the joy of the Lord is our strength. I really never understood what that meant but this past week God has revealed to me what it means, or at least what it means to me and my life. I have been in the word more this past week than I have been I believe my entire life and my parents didn't even force me too. (lol)
I have started a new bible study just today about being the King's daughter. This is something I have heard quite a few times in my life but I read it today and I actually BELIEVED it. My attitudes have changed today and it's just amazing to see how God is working not just in me but everyone around. I am so blessed and I really look forward to seeing what else God has in store for me. Tomorrow I am going to a bible study at The Ark with my mom and possibly my sisters. I am a bit nervous...but then again excited.
Anywho it's time for a shower it's been a long day and tomorrow is full of many more of God's great blessings and lessons new. Love, Hugs & Blessings.
We are not perfect things are not always happy go lucky, but we always pull together and through prayer we are getting through things. Mike is making a lot of changes in his life as well and I know God has caught him a little off guard as well. Let me tell ya something when God moves He MOVES! It's not just in one area of my life right now or just one relationship...it's many and I am so blessed by it. I am excited to see what God is doing.
I feel more alive and have a new joy about myself and others are begining to notice it as well. My mom loves to talk about joy and the joy of the Lord is our strength. I really never understood what that meant but this past week God has revealed to me what it means, or at least what it means to me and my life. I have been in the word more this past week than I have been I believe my entire life and my parents didn't even force me too. (lol)
I have started a new bible study just today about being the King's daughter. This is something I have heard quite a few times in my life but I read it today and I actually BELIEVED it. My attitudes have changed today and it's just amazing to see how God is working not just in me but everyone around. I am so blessed and I really look forward to seeing what else God has in store for me. Tomorrow I am going to a bible study at The Ark with my mom and possibly my sisters. I am a bit nervous...but then again excited.
Anywho it's time for a shower it's been a long day and tomorrow is full of many more of God's great blessings and lessons new. Love, Hugs & Blessings.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
A Virtuous Woman
Being a mother and being a mommy are two different things to me. I believe that any female that can conceive can be a mother. It takes a little more effort and hard work to be a mommy though. I have a mother and I have a mom 2 separate women. I was born into a family and had a mother and father that did the best they could with what they knew. When I was young I was told by my mother to go and find other parents, so that began my quest to find a mommy and daddy. I am 21 years old and I have finally been blessed with a mom and dad. Although they are both amazing people, I will only speak of my mom for now.
My mom is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my entire life. One of her most loved physical feature about her is her hair. She began at an early age to develop gray hair. Most people joke and say that it’s wisdom not knowing that that’s exactly what I believe it is. When she speaks her words are wise, and kindness is the rule when she gives instructions. (Proverbs 31:26) One thing I have noticed about my mom is that when she instructs us to do something, of course like any parent she expects us to do it, but she does leave the door open for us to make our own decisions reminding us there are consequences to our actions. I do not fear my mom she doesn’t make me fear her, she simply reminds me that it’s all about God and that I should be more concerned of His response if I do not obey. She is a woman full of wisdom that constantly sends a reminder of who gives her the wisdom.
Most people say that you can see a person’s soul through their eyes. Whether this be true or not, when I look into those beautiful brown eyes I see love. I see peace, gentleness and grace. I see all that the bible says our heavenly Father is. When I look into her eyes I can’t help but smile as I feel I am looking into God’s heart. A place where I escape and feel as though I am a little child sitting in my Father’s arms. When you can look into one’s eyes and feel you are looking at God’s pure heart, it’s a priceless incomparable feeling. Who can find a virtuous and capable wife? She is worth more than precious rubies. (Proverbs 31:10)
In our household we are full of laughs and joy that can only come from one place. My mom always tells me that her mom used to always tell her, “You wake up every morning with the choice of how you feel so why not be happy.” Grant it, that is not exactly how it goes, but it’s pretty close. My mom is one of those people that love to make other people happy. Whether she does it by giving an encouraging word or by tickling or just a gentle embrace, she’ll do what it takes to bring a smile. Her smile to me is breath taking. Her smile lights up the world and brings a new hope. I have come to believe that her internal light shines from the inside out. So my mom always has this extra glow about her, but when she smiles the light finds the opening through her laughter and smiles and escapes to illuminate the darkest places. When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” (John 8:12)
I recently read a book called The Power of a Praying Wife by Stormie Omartian. My mom gave me this book to encourage me in my marriage, yet I got so much more from it. Along with learning how to better my marriage so to speak, I also learned things that a wife and a mother has to do and how they may feel at times. It blew me away as I never really thought of everything they have to do and how much they take on. My mom has been with my dad 23 years on April 11th 2009. She is always showing love to my dad, whether it is outwardly showing affection through a hug or goodbye kiss, to making sure he has hot meals, or just encouraging him in his everyday duties and walk with God. Her husband can trust her, and she will greatly enrich his life. She will not hinder him but help him all her life. (Proverbs 31:11-12) My mom is not only a mom to me but to 3 of us. Although we are ‘practically grown’ she still continues to care for us and guide us when we need help. When I first moved back home, my husband and I only had a mattress to sleep on. She was not pleased with this and wanted to make us comfortable, and with hardwood floors, well things tend to get cold even in Texas. My mom wanted to bless us and so one day her and my dad went out and came back with a new mattress and box spring for us so that we would no longer have to sleep ‘on the floor’. I still do not understand how ‘hard’ it was for her but I know that she had to rise above and do something that was difficult for her, and I am forever thankful. She is always showing us love in so many ways and I am so blessed to have that in my life.
One of my mom’s greatest passions, other than serving God, is sewing. This woman blows my mind away with the stuff that she makes. Whether she’s crocheting or sewing or just doing a ‘simple craft’, she does it in love. I was watching her the other day make a tote bag in her sewing room. I just stood there and watched in awe, I had seen people sew and such before but not like this. I began to tell my mom that I think she is awesome in what she does, she just chuckled and asked why other people do the same thing you know. I was left speechless I knew what I wanted to say but just for some reason was left silenced. I looked at the wall behind my mom where she was sewing and was reminded that her business is called Sew N Love. That’s what makes my mom so different from the other people that do the same thing. With each new stitch you see love being sewn and the passion being poured into her work. Her hands are busy spinning thread, her fingers twisting fiber. (Proverbs 31:19)
One of my favorite things to hear my mom do is sing. Oh my word, talk about soothing the soul and bringing a peace. I may be a little biased but to hear her sing is like listening to an angel sent straight from heaven. Watching her sing I see the passion she has for God. The love just overflows and nothing can keep her from singing. It brings tears to my eyes as a joy floods my soul and before I know it I begin singing a new chorus from within. My mom speaks of God a lot. How His mercy and grace are renewed each day. His abundance of love and forgiveness that surpasses all understanding. She is not a woman to just speak of what she has read in some book, she is a woman that speaks and lives what she believes. Times get tough she doesn’t live in a fairy tale, but she always runs to the one that can make it all right again. He restores her strength and gives her peace that leaves her with more to add to her testimony. She is clothed with strength and dignity, and she laughs with no fear of the future. (Proverbs 31:25)
I have a few heroes in my life for different reasons. There is one that is my hero and I truly pray that I become at least half of the woman she has become. My mom, a true virtuous woman and my hero. There is so much to say about my mom, all of it will ultimately will lead back to God, for it is Him who has made her who she is. There’s not enough trees or enough time in this life to sit here and tell you all the wonderful things God has instilled in my mom, but I can assure you that everyone that crosses her path is blessed and left wanting more of what she has. Her beauty begins from the inside and works vibrantly to the outside. A woman full of love and compassion with a child like heart. My mom is written of in the bible although her name is never mentioned. You can find her story in Proverbs 31, for my mom is a virtuous woman after God’s own heart. Her children stand and bless her. Her husband praises her: There are many virtuous and capable women in the world but you surpass them all! Charm is deceptive, and beauty does not last; but a woman who fears the Lord will be greatly praised. Reward her for all she has done. Let her deeds publicly declare her praise. (Proverbs 31:28-31)
My mom is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my entire life. One of her most loved physical feature about her is her hair. She began at an early age to develop gray hair. Most people joke and say that it’s wisdom not knowing that that’s exactly what I believe it is. When she speaks her words are wise, and kindness is the rule when she gives instructions. (Proverbs 31:26) One thing I have noticed about my mom is that when she instructs us to do something, of course like any parent she expects us to do it, but she does leave the door open for us to make our own decisions reminding us there are consequences to our actions. I do not fear my mom she doesn’t make me fear her, she simply reminds me that it’s all about God and that I should be more concerned of His response if I do not obey. She is a woman full of wisdom that constantly sends a reminder of who gives her the wisdom.
Most people say that you can see a person’s soul through their eyes. Whether this be true or not, when I look into those beautiful brown eyes I see love. I see peace, gentleness and grace. I see all that the bible says our heavenly Father is. When I look into her eyes I can’t help but smile as I feel I am looking into God’s heart. A place where I escape and feel as though I am a little child sitting in my Father’s arms. When you can look into one’s eyes and feel you are looking at God’s pure heart, it’s a priceless incomparable feeling. Who can find a virtuous and capable wife? She is worth more than precious rubies. (Proverbs 31:10)
In our household we are full of laughs and joy that can only come from one place. My mom always tells me that her mom used to always tell her, “You wake up every morning with the choice of how you feel so why not be happy.” Grant it, that is not exactly how it goes, but it’s pretty close. My mom is one of those people that love to make other people happy. Whether she does it by giving an encouraging word or by tickling or just a gentle embrace, she’ll do what it takes to bring a smile. Her smile to me is breath taking. Her smile lights up the world and brings a new hope. I have come to believe that her internal light shines from the inside out. So my mom always has this extra glow about her, but when she smiles the light finds the opening through her laughter and smiles and escapes to illuminate the darkest places. When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” (John 8:12)
I recently read a book called The Power of a Praying Wife by Stormie Omartian. My mom gave me this book to encourage me in my marriage, yet I got so much more from it. Along with learning how to better my marriage so to speak, I also learned things that a wife and a mother has to do and how they may feel at times. It blew me away as I never really thought of everything they have to do and how much they take on. My mom has been with my dad 23 years on April 11th 2009. She is always showing love to my dad, whether it is outwardly showing affection through a hug or goodbye kiss, to making sure he has hot meals, or just encouraging him in his everyday duties and walk with God. Her husband can trust her, and she will greatly enrich his life. She will not hinder him but help him all her life. (Proverbs 31:11-12) My mom is not only a mom to me but to 3 of us. Although we are ‘practically grown’ she still continues to care for us and guide us when we need help. When I first moved back home, my husband and I only had a mattress to sleep on. She was not pleased with this and wanted to make us comfortable, and with hardwood floors, well things tend to get cold even in Texas. My mom wanted to bless us and so one day her and my dad went out and came back with a new mattress and box spring for us so that we would no longer have to sleep ‘on the floor’. I still do not understand how ‘hard’ it was for her but I know that she had to rise above and do something that was difficult for her, and I am forever thankful. She is always showing us love in so many ways and I am so blessed to have that in my life.
One of my mom’s greatest passions, other than serving God, is sewing. This woman blows my mind away with the stuff that she makes. Whether she’s crocheting or sewing or just doing a ‘simple craft’, she does it in love. I was watching her the other day make a tote bag in her sewing room. I just stood there and watched in awe, I had seen people sew and such before but not like this. I began to tell my mom that I think she is awesome in what she does, she just chuckled and asked why other people do the same thing you know. I was left speechless I knew what I wanted to say but just for some reason was left silenced. I looked at the wall behind my mom where she was sewing and was reminded that her business is called Sew N Love. That’s what makes my mom so different from the other people that do the same thing. With each new stitch you see love being sewn and the passion being poured into her work. Her hands are busy spinning thread, her fingers twisting fiber. (Proverbs 31:19)
One of my favorite things to hear my mom do is sing. Oh my word, talk about soothing the soul and bringing a peace. I may be a little biased but to hear her sing is like listening to an angel sent straight from heaven. Watching her sing I see the passion she has for God. The love just overflows and nothing can keep her from singing. It brings tears to my eyes as a joy floods my soul and before I know it I begin singing a new chorus from within. My mom speaks of God a lot. How His mercy and grace are renewed each day. His abundance of love and forgiveness that surpasses all understanding. She is not a woman to just speak of what she has read in some book, she is a woman that speaks and lives what she believes. Times get tough she doesn’t live in a fairy tale, but she always runs to the one that can make it all right again. He restores her strength and gives her peace that leaves her with more to add to her testimony. She is clothed with strength and dignity, and she laughs with no fear of the future. (Proverbs 31:25)
I have a few heroes in my life for different reasons. There is one that is my hero and I truly pray that I become at least half of the woman she has become. My mom, a true virtuous woman and my hero. There is so much to say about my mom, all of it will ultimately will lead back to God, for it is Him who has made her who she is. There’s not enough trees or enough time in this life to sit here and tell you all the wonderful things God has instilled in my mom, but I can assure you that everyone that crosses her path is blessed and left wanting more of what she has. Her beauty begins from the inside and works vibrantly to the outside. A woman full of love and compassion with a child like heart. My mom is written of in the bible although her name is never mentioned. You can find her story in Proverbs 31, for my mom is a virtuous woman after God’s own heart. Her children stand and bless her. Her husband praises her: There are many virtuous and capable women in the world but you surpass them all! Charm is deceptive, and beauty does not last; but a woman who fears the Lord will be greatly praised. Reward her for all she has done. Let her deeds publicly declare her praise. (Proverbs 31:28-31)
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Who I Am
Being a Schnabel leaves me feeling loved, creative, appreciated, worth-while, blessed, leads me to laugh daily most times hourly. I find myself more living life rather than sitting around and just sulking on what is life and why did this happen and why am I here and why why why.
Being a child of God, surpasses all measures of love I've ever felt, reminds me that I am highly favored, equips me with 'tools' I need in this life, feels a void in my life no one else can fill. I find myself learning little lessons everyday in things I do. God opens my eyes to see things I otherwise would be blinded to.
I am going through so many changes right now it's unreal. I actually look forward to waking up in the morning and seeing what all the day holds in store. I look forward to grabbing my bible, running to the living room to sit by the fire and read what God has promised for me. I love being able to bless others now in ways I before could not.
I am becoming a new person. I am more alive. I am filled with hope, encouragement, strength, faithfullness and desires coming from all angles in my life. Today is the day the Lord has made I will rejoice and be glad in it. I am truly blessed more than words can say and I just pray that God continues to do a work in all of our lives. When we are open to change and focus more on how God can change us rather than other people in our lives, it is then that we begin seeing the most results.
I am a Schnabel, I am a Pike but above all else, I am a child of the most high God!
Love, Hugs & Blessings!
Being a child of God, surpasses all measures of love I've ever felt, reminds me that I am highly favored, equips me with 'tools' I need in this life, feels a void in my life no one else can fill. I find myself learning little lessons everyday in things I do. God opens my eyes to see things I otherwise would be blinded to.
I am going through so many changes right now it's unreal. I actually look forward to waking up in the morning and seeing what all the day holds in store. I look forward to grabbing my bible, running to the living room to sit by the fire and read what God has promised for me. I love being able to bless others now in ways I before could not.
I am becoming a new person. I am more alive. I am filled with hope, encouragement, strength, faithfullness and desires coming from all angles in my life. Today is the day the Lord has made I will rejoice and be glad in it. I am truly blessed more than words can say and I just pray that God continues to do a work in all of our lives. When we are open to change and focus more on how God can change us rather than other people in our lives, it is then that we begin seeing the most results.
I am a Schnabel, I am a Pike but above all else, I am a child of the most high God!
Love, Hugs & Blessings!
Monday, January 12, 2009
Hidden Blessings
So yall know that we've moved to the great state of TX. I would be lying if I said everything has been fantastic just marvelous couldn't be better. It's been a lot of hard work, physically, mentally and emotionally. I will not go into the details of everything because quite honestly I don't want everyone to know our business but this is what I will share.
It has been an unforgettable time and I do NOT regret the move down. No matter how real it feels (being a Schnabel) facts and reality is I am not a 'born Schnabel', and that has probably been one of the hardest things. Learning each other and how each other work. What hurts who and when is enough enough. When to come around and when to back off when to make random comments and when to just keep your mouth shut. I admit I've said some pretty hurtful things lately to those that I love so dearly. I am really having to learn to slow down and think before I speak. Think of how it will affect those around me, whether I think it's funny or not someone else may not see it that way.
Another thing that is so new is just having a family. We sit down (almost) every night together at the tabel for dinner, we pray and we enjoy the meal together while talking about our days and 'old times'. That is like so bizzare to me but I love it! Going to church every sunday and seeing my dad on stage is so awesome and it inspires and encourages me to do what I know God would have me to do. This past Sunday was my mom's birthday and dad didn't have to play in the worship team so they were both sitting with us. During praise and worship I looked over at my mom and dad and saw them dancing and praising God. Most kids would probably hide under their seat, but me, well I just stood there and smiled and thanked God. My parents always encourage us to be positive and that the joy of the Lord is our strength, rejoice in the day the Lord has made. I've never seen someone honestly walk out what they talk and it encourages me beyond words. Grant it I try and do what my parents tell me to, but when I see them actually doing as they 'preach' that goes a long way.
I am so tired and exausted right now, I don't even know what else to say or do, I want to cry I am so tired but I'll try to elaborate more. So Sunday was my mom's birthday and my first year spending it with her. My original plan which was to pay at least half of the cost for her to build a new sewing room, failed. So I had to come up with a new plan and FAST. I did a few little small things for her such as taking her her favorite coffee and flowers to church. I also wrote her a poem and put a picture of us on it and then framed it. But my big surprise was on Saturday. I ran off to the store and bought a bunch of fun size milky ways and a little pink monkey. I took my mom on a treasure hunt through the house using the milky ways as a path for her. I left a note at every few steps on how much she blesses me (at least I hope that's what she got from it lol) Anyway it lead to outside where I then sang "God bless the broken road" with no music (EEKS)! My mom was in tears as I dropped down to one knee and asked her to be my mommy forever and ever, she accepted. My dad got it on video but no one here will ever see it :-p I really hope my mom's birthday was special and one she'll never forget. I can't wait till next year but I am not sure how I'll beat this past year lol.
My mom and dad sing at the loft on saturdays, and well this saturday I am suppose to sing with them. I am excited yet nervous all at the same time. I love hearing my mom and dad sing, they're my new favorite band. Well yall I am exausted and tomorrow holds a new day of work and home team tomorrow night. Love, hugs and blessings!
It has been an unforgettable time and I do NOT regret the move down. No matter how real it feels (being a Schnabel) facts and reality is I am not a 'born Schnabel', and that has probably been one of the hardest things. Learning each other and how each other work. What hurts who and when is enough enough. When to come around and when to back off when to make random comments and when to just keep your mouth shut. I admit I've said some pretty hurtful things lately to those that I love so dearly. I am really having to learn to slow down and think before I speak. Think of how it will affect those around me, whether I think it's funny or not someone else may not see it that way.
Another thing that is so new is just having a family. We sit down (almost) every night together at the tabel for dinner, we pray and we enjoy the meal together while talking about our days and 'old times'. That is like so bizzare to me but I love it! Going to church every sunday and seeing my dad on stage is so awesome and it inspires and encourages me to do what I know God would have me to do. This past Sunday was my mom's birthday and dad didn't have to play in the worship team so they were both sitting with us. During praise and worship I looked over at my mom and dad and saw them dancing and praising God. Most kids would probably hide under their seat, but me, well I just stood there and smiled and thanked God. My parents always encourage us to be positive and that the joy of the Lord is our strength, rejoice in the day the Lord has made. I've never seen someone honestly walk out what they talk and it encourages me beyond words. Grant it I try and do what my parents tell me to, but when I see them actually doing as they 'preach' that goes a long way.
I am so tired and exausted right now, I don't even know what else to say or do, I want to cry I am so tired but I'll try to elaborate more. So Sunday was my mom's birthday and my first year spending it with her. My original plan which was to pay at least half of the cost for her to build a new sewing room, failed. So I had to come up with a new plan and FAST. I did a few little small things for her such as taking her her favorite coffee and flowers to church. I also wrote her a poem and put a picture of us on it and then framed it. But my big surprise was on Saturday. I ran off to the store and bought a bunch of fun size milky ways and a little pink monkey. I took my mom on a treasure hunt through the house using the milky ways as a path for her. I left a note at every few steps on how much she blesses me (at least I hope that's what she got from it lol) Anyway it lead to outside where I then sang "God bless the broken road" with no music (EEKS)! My mom was in tears as I dropped down to one knee and asked her to be my mommy forever and ever, she accepted. My dad got it on video but no one here will ever see it :-p I really hope my mom's birthday was special and one she'll never forget. I can't wait till next year but I am not sure how I'll beat this past year lol.
My mom and dad sing at the loft on saturdays, and well this saturday I am suppose to sing with them. I am excited yet nervous all at the same time. I love hearing my mom and dad sing, they're my new favorite band. Well yall I am exausted and tomorrow holds a new day of work and home team tomorrow night. Love, hugs and blessings!
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Finally Home
Have you ever had like a really really wild dream that you held onto for years? Never really thinking that it could actually possibly one day come true, and ever time you do think of it coming true you just laugh because it's just so far out there? So have I...but my 10 year old dream has finally became a reality.
On Jan 1st 2009 about 5:36 pm I hugged my parents for the first time. Parents that love and nurture me the way I've always dreamed about. I stepped foot on Texas ground and instantly knew that this is where I belong. So much has happened in the last week I just do not have enough time to tell you all of the details. Although I can tell you that God fullfilled my dreams and then some. I always knew that my homecoming would be good but I never imagined it to be THIS good if you know what I mean.
My parents are absolutely amazing! That doesn't even begin to cover it. I've never felt so much love and compassion from anyone as I do with mom and dad. I believe it was the 2nd day we were here I had some old pictures out and such and me and my mom just sat on the couch snuggled together and talked about the past a little. I've never in my life had that. Never had a mother daughter time like that and it meant the WORLD to me. Just 2 nights ago me and my dad had 'father daughter' time in the kitchen...just standing around talking. We talked about my past...the not so good stuff. Dad got pretty upset but just held me close and told me everything was going to be alright. Once again...I've never had that. Talk about an emotional week. When I look at my parents I see love, God's love, a love that leaves you speechless. Sometimes I just sit here and look at the both of them and the love they have for not just all of us but one another and they make sure that us kids know that. I can't describe the security I feel in that. My mom and dad are soon to celebrate their 23rd wedding anniversary and I pray that mike and I make it that long and still have a love as strong as my mom and dad do.
My sisters...well what more can I say. I finally found someone smaller than me hehe (I love you Krysten). Jennifer and I cut up a lot but it's all in love and nothing less. We are even begining to finish each other's sentences. Jennifer has started online college and I am proud to say that Grand Canyon University has not only the best student but the best person attending their school...my sister, I am so proud of you Jennifer! Krysten is amazing, I can't tell you how many times this girl hugs me a day...we're all pretty much a hugging family lol. I've been helping Krysten a lot lately in the kitchen so she doesn't have so much to do. She may be quiet but she tends to get a lot of stuff done around the house. She's leaving for a few days to go stay with Granny...I think I miss her already.
Mike and I are doing well. It's been a little rough, it's a lot to adjust to. Mike is still looking for a job as am I, but we know and trust that God is going to provide. Mom and Dad pray with us and encourage us to stay strong in one another and in God, especially in this time of transition. Although a lot of stress has been removed...we still have quite a bit ahead of us. Please continue to keep us in your prayers.
I think that's about all I have to say for now. I expect my mom and sisters will be back soon, I have a few more things I want to do before they come home. Thank you for your prayers and support. Love, hugs and blessings to you all.
On Jan 1st 2009 about 5:36 pm I hugged my parents for the first time. Parents that love and nurture me the way I've always dreamed about. I stepped foot on Texas ground and instantly knew that this is where I belong. So much has happened in the last week I just do not have enough time to tell you all of the details. Although I can tell you that God fullfilled my dreams and then some. I always knew that my homecoming would be good but I never imagined it to be THIS good if you know what I mean.
My parents are absolutely amazing! That doesn't even begin to cover it. I've never felt so much love and compassion from anyone as I do with mom and dad. I believe it was the 2nd day we were here I had some old pictures out and such and me and my mom just sat on the couch snuggled together and talked about the past a little. I've never in my life had that. Never had a mother daughter time like that and it meant the WORLD to me. Just 2 nights ago me and my dad had 'father daughter' time in the kitchen...just standing around talking. We talked about my past...the not so good stuff. Dad got pretty upset but just held me close and told me everything was going to be alright. Once again...I've never had that. Talk about an emotional week. When I look at my parents I see love, God's love, a love that leaves you speechless. Sometimes I just sit here and look at the both of them and the love they have for not just all of us but one another and they make sure that us kids know that. I can't describe the security I feel in that. My mom and dad are soon to celebrate their 23rd wedding anniversary and I pray that mike and I make it that long and still have a love as strong as my mom and dad do.
My sisters...well what more can I say. I finally found someone smaller than me hehe (I love you Krysten). Jennifer and I cut up a lot but it's all in love and nothing less. We are even begining to finish each other's sentences. Jennifer has started online college and I am proud to say that Grand Canyon University has not only the best student but the best person attending their school...my sister, I am so proud of you Jennifer! Krysten is amazing, I can't tell you how many times this girl hugs me a day...we're all pretty much a hugging family lol. I've been helping Krysten a lot lately in the kitchen so she doesn't have so much to do. She may be quiet but she tends to get a lot of stuff done around the house. She's leaving for a few days to go stay with Granny...I think I miss her already.
Mike and I are doing well. It's been a little rough, it's a lot to adjust to. Mike is still looking for a job as am I, but we know and trust that God is going to provide. Mom and Dad pray with us and encourage us to stay strong in one another and in God, especially in this time of transition. Although a lot of stress has been removed...we still have quite a bit ahead of us. Please continue to keep us in your prayers.
I think that's about all I have to say for now. I expect my mom and sisters will be back soon, I have a few more things I want to do before they come home. Thank you for your prayers and support. Love, hugs and blessings to you all.
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