I have this dear friend, more like a beloved brother. I talk to him about everything. He is always willing to lend an open ear and heart at any time of the day. He is understanding and open minded, at times I feel he's the only one to understand me. He is the one that turns my frown into a smile no matter what. He's the one to never turn his back but always to turn the other cheek. He's the strongest man I've ever seen with a heart of gold and love unconditional and overflowing.

This is a man I met online a few years ago in a christian chat room. He was always uplifting, positive, and always encouraging. He fought the battle of cancer with faith unfailing. Always giving praise to God for everything. He had true joy that he shared with everyone that came across his path. He was a true man of God.

He ended his battle on December 30th 2007. Was the saddest day of my life and yet as I sat here and cried for what seemed like hours...I hid behind a computer screen pretending all was alright. My heart was broken and I felt myself loosing a hope that only he could give me. My brother was one of those people that came into my life and God showed me that there were still good people in the world. People that knew of the love of God and wanted to share it.

When he passed I thought I'd never meet another person like that again. Although I can not honestly say I've meant another person just like him...I have met people with very similar traits. People I have become close to. People I have shared my story with, people that I've shared love unconditional and a faith unfailing. There is still hope in this world...not everyone is bad. So to those of you (you know who you are) I thank you for shedding the light and love of Christ towards not only me...but everyone around you.

I dedicate this blog to a faithful servant, honest man of God, true friend and beloved friend, Benny aka Servant. I love you brother, save my seat in heaven!